faye_dartmouth | Entries tagged with sam winchester

Title: Five Heroes that Fell (And One that Rose Again)

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: Another random old one, written S5 around Fallen Idols, I believe. Thanks to

sendintheklowns for the beta.

Summary: Even heroes have their breaking points, and whether they fall off the pedestals or you break them on your own, fallen heroes are much the same in the end.

( Sam does everything right. )

Title: The Deconstruction of Sam Winchester

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: I wrote this a long time ago--during S4, as best I can tell. It's completely and totally AU and was entirely speculative at the time, but since it's not doing anything on my computer, I'm posting it.

sendintheklowns was kind enough to read it over for me. Remaining mistakes and wild AU-ness is entirely my own.

Warning: Character death.

Summary: It’s not seeing Dean go to hell that makes Sam realize it’s over.

( No, those were terrible times. )

Title: End Like This

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: I wrote this some time ago as sort of a post S5 tag, I guess. I never liked it much, though, and I’m still not sure how I feel about it, but since it’s still on my computer in a completed form, I’ll post it anyway. It hasn’t been beta’ed, but I gave it a read through myself. Mistakes are my own, obviously.

Summary: It isn’t supposed to end like this. It does anyway.

( Read more... )

Title: Heat of the Moment
Author:

faye_dartmouth
Rating: PG
Warnings: Set post Mystery Spot
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Recipient:

swellison
Word Count: 2900
Author’s Note: It’s been a long time since I’ve written Sam and Dean so I apologize that this is so short and a little hard up on plot. Much thanks to

sendintheklowns for the beta. Written for

summer_sam_love .
Prompt: Included at the end of the fic.
Summary: It’s the heat of the moment again. It’s going to happen again. Dean’s going to die. Sam’s going to do everything he can and it’s not going to be enough. It’s going to be like this forever.

( It's a dream he can't wake up from. )

Title: The One Who's Leaving

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: This is maybe my oldest unposted fic. I wrote it as a missing scene/introspection to "Scarecrow" and just never did anything with it. geminigrl11 beta'ed it years ago and yet here it is. It's not my favorite but in the pursuit of cleaning up all the fic on my computer, it's going up :) Title borrowed from Matchbox20's "Leave."

Summary: Dean understands that no matter who left who, he’s alone again, and he’s not sure what to do.

( "I'm taking off," Dean says. )

Title: The Last Laugh

Disclaimer: Not mine

A/N: Again, written a long while ago and is being posted thanks to the mad beta’ing skills of

sendintheklowns . Also just want to take a second to pimp the latest edition of

summer_sam_love . Check it out and spread the word for this summer's celebration.

Summary: Sam looks at his hands, and shifts in his seat. They don’t celebrate their hunts anymore. They don’t even stop to crack open a beer and kick back for the night. They just load their gear, adjust the mirrors and get the hell out of dodge. (Tag to Ghostfacers)

( Driving away, Sam almost feels guilty. )

Title: Crazy

Disclaimer: Not mine

A/N: I wrote this a long time ago and didn’t know much what to do with it. So it sat on my computer until

sendintheklowns beta’ed it for me :)

Warnings: Takes place during MATEOTB.

Summary: Chuck can’t decide how this story ends. Dean may be the hero. Sam may end up the villain. But this is more than a story. This is life, and these are people, and no matter how it turns out, Chuck knows that Dean may be the guy Chuck wants to be, but Sam’s the one who needs a friend, now more than ever.

( It's been a crazy sort of week. )

Title: It’s Not Who You Are (It’s What You Do That Matters)

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: I wrote this a while ago but somehow I sort of forgot about it. I’m mostly posting it because I told myself I would post most of the random files on my computer and this is among them. I wrote it post S5 with no notions of S6. To that end, I haven’t even watched any of S6 so this doesn’t have anything to do with that :) This also wouldn’t have been posted without the wonder and kindness of

sendintheklowns , who gave this a beta for me :) I tweaked and added some things after her read, so mistakes are my own sloppiness.

Summary: One last choice, and this one will define him forever, because he thinks it’s the last thing he’ll ever do.

( Sam is six, and he learns the most important lesson of his life. )

Title: Sprawling on a Pin

A/N: I don't normally do resolutions, but after talking to

sendintheklowns , I decided that 2011 is probably a good year to get all the fic on my computer posted. Which is kind of a lot of fic. My unposted pieces reflect a wide variety of fandoms. Some are old, some are recent; some are long, some are short. So my goal is to post something new every Thursday until I'm done. We'll see how it goes :)

A/N 2: I wrote this a long time ago, but figured it still seemed okay to post. It's set preseries, probably not long before Sam decides to go to college. Title borrowed from Eliot's "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock." Beta'ed by

geminigrl11 .

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: It wasn't fair that the definition of family was so limited, so confined to one thing and one thing only. That Sam had to choose between himself and his family. That anything Sam wanted, that he needed, would never fit in the context of who they were.

( The bar was smoky and rowdy, filled with people too drunk to realize they were unhappy. )

I hope everyone is having a wonderful December! This year, I made some icons in honor of a few special people on my flist to help celebrate the season :) So an extra special Merry Christmas to

sendintheklowns,

geminigrl11,

moogsthewriter,

altpointofview, and

sastiel.

The breakdown includes:

48 Hawaii Five-0 (Danny centric, rest of cast present)
8 Psych
8 Covert Affairs (Auggie centric)
8 Supernatural (Sam centric)
8 Twilight Eclipse
4 Merlin
4 Ocean's 11/13 (Turk Malloy)

Anyone who sees one that strikes their fancy is free to snag. Comments are loved.

Teasers:

( Tis the season )

I have been making icons quite a bit over the last year or two but haven't posted much. Therefore, this is my attempt to make up for that with a multi-fandom icon dump. If I don't do it all at once, I'll probably never get there!

28 Supernatural (mostly S3-S5, Sam centric)
56 Psych (all seasons, Shawn centric, a few with a Shawn/Jules bent)
52 Merlin (seasons 1-2, Arthur (and Bradley) centric)
40 Hawaii Five-0 (eps 1 and 3, Danny centric)

Please credit if you snag, and comments are loved.

Teasers:

( Icon randomness ahead )

A/N: And the conclusion. Thanks against to geminigrl11 (on her birthday!), sendintheklowns , and a very awesome lurker. And to all who have read and reviewed, I hope this conclusion is worthwhile. I'm glad that after five years of fandom, there are still people who like this kind of fic :)

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

( Sam hadn't had a good night's sleep since he was eight yaers old. )

Title: Flights of Grace and Future Falls

Rating: PG-13

A/N: This is a woefully meager offering for

geminigrl11 on her birthday. She deserves more, no doubt, but I hope this does something to commemorate the awesomeness of all she is to all who know her. It’s hard to believe that it’s been over five years since I first met her--especially when it seems like I’ve known her all my life.

A/N 2: Quick beta provided by

sendintheklowns . Any mistakes are my own sloppiness. The total lack of original plot is my own fault as well. Accompanying artwork carries lyrics from “Oh My God” by Jars of Clay, which has been an inspirational backdrop for a lot of my post S5 stuff so far.

Summary: This story doesn’t have a happy ending.

( It has a good ending, though. )

A/N: Continued thanks for reviews. Other notes in chapter one.

( It seemed important, this whole waking up thing. )

The Pain is Worth the Thunder

A/N: It took some time, but I finally got myself to sit down and really try to get into Sam's head regarding the finale. It's interesting to me that while I never totally bought into how the show presented Sam's anger issues, the more I explored them, the more telling they seemed to be in the evolution of how Sam came to where he was in the finale. He is a character who has endured much, failed and lost, and only in submission did he really overcome.

A/N: This one is for sendintheklowns , who took the time to beta this fic for me and continues to be a friend I can always count on :) Title borrowed from the song "Oh My God" by Jars of Clay. Posting motivation thanks to the ever lovely geminigrl11 .

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Sam spends two years being scared. Then one day, Sam gets angry.

( Sam learns the truth when he is eight. )

A/N: Thanks to all who read the first chapter!

( Everything hurt. )

Title: The Other Side of the Story 1/4

Summary: Dean realized that maybe every story had two sides. That maybe for everything he loved about the hunt, there was something to hate about it. For every time he relished offing a werewolf, there was risk of something worse-something like this. And just because he wanted to focus on the positive didn't mean that Sam was wrong for focusing on the negative. Set during S1.

A/N: I wrote this as thanks to a certain special lurker who was kind enough to listen to me rant. She's read this, which is good, since I wrote it last year! Thanks go geminigrl11 for the beta, sendintheklowns for the hand holding, and my lurker for the inspiration. It takes place in S1 by request.

Disclaimer: Not mine.

-o-

( When Dean was sixteen, he held a gun in his hands and fired. )

Title: These Days Mercy Cuts So Deep

A/N: I gave up hope on this show awhile ago, especially in terms of its finales. I am so happy to say that Kripke and company (finally) proved me wrong. This ep wasn't totally perfect in every regard, but I thought it was a beautiful ep that brought the show back to what I've always loved most about it: family. The epic love story of Sam and Dean that really does overcome all odds and wins the day. And it's strange to me that though Sam's hero moment was the thing I've been desperate to see for five years now, it was actually Dean who I fell in love with all over again in this ep. His decision to go to Stull, to be there for Sam even when it looked hopeless--that's Dean. And my heart so breaks for him now. (And my heart also breaks for Sam, but on a whole different level. And in a whole different fic, if I ever manage to gather my emotions enough for that.)

A/N 2: Title taken from the song "Oh My God" by Jars of Clay. Betas by geminigrl11 , sendintheklowns , and then geminigrl11 again.

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Dean still keeps his promise. Post 5.22.

( Sometimes I cannot forgive )

Title: Stuck in a Moment

A/N: This is for the lovely and awesome annj_g80 ! She’s had a rough week, and so I thought some limp!Sam might be just a little pick-me-up to help her forget :) Very fast beta done by geminigrl11 . This is set roughly before Asylum in S1. Forgive any lingering mistakes--this was written very quickly, so I can't promise perfection, even though annj_g80 deserves it!

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Hunters died on the hunt, from ghosts or monsters or demons. They drank themselves to death in backwater bars or lonely hotel rooms. But they really didn’t stand stupidly in front of cars and let themselves get run over. Set S1

( Sam froze. )

Title: Choices Remain

A/N: I’m sort of amused that an episode finally moved me to write. I don’t expect it to be a common occurrence, but I’ll follow it when it hits. This short little piece is a tag to TSRTS. Thanks to Deej for a super speedy beta. Title taken from the Switchfoot song "Living is Simple," for those who may be curious.

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: One split second decision, giving himself up--he can save them this way, and it’s a redemption so powerful that he wants to cry and laugh as he bleeds out on the floor.

( It's an easy decision to make. )

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Entries tagged with sam winchester

SPN fic: Five Heroes That Fell

SPN fic: The Deconstruction of Sam Winchester 1/1

SPN ficlet: End Like This

SPN Fic: Heat of the Moment 1/1

SPN Ficlet: The One Who's Leaving 1/1

SPN fic: The Last Laugh 1/1

SPN Fic: Crazy 1/1

SPN Fic: It's Not Who You Are (It's What You Do That Matters) 1/1

SPN fic: Sprawling on a Pin 1/1

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Multi-Fandom Icon Dump

SPN Fic: The Other Side of the Story 4/4

Happy Birthday, Gem!

SPN Fic: The Other Side of the Story 3/4

SPN Fic: The Pain is Worth the Thunder

SPN Fic: The Other Side of the Story 2/4

SPN Fic: The Other Side of the Story 1/4

SPN Fic: These Days Mercy Cuts So Deep 1/1

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