faye_dartmouth: (sam don't belong)
Title:  End Like This

Disclaimer:  Not mine.

A/N:  I wrote this some time ago as sort of a post S5 tag, I guess.  I never liked it much, though, and I’m still not sure how I feel about it, but since it’s still on my computer in a completed form, I’ll post it anyway.  It hasn’t been beta’ed, but I gave it a read through myself.  Mistakes are my own, obviously.

Summary:  It isn’t supposed to end like this.  It does anyway.

Read more... )
faye_dartmouth: (brothers herding)
Title:  Heat of the Moment
Author: [livejournal.com profile] faye_dartmouth 
Rating: PG
Warnings: Set post Mystery Spot
Disclaimer:  Not mine.
Recipient:  [livejournal.com profile] swellison 
Word Count: 2900
Author’s Note: It’s been a long time since I’ve written Sam and Dean so I apologize that this is so short and a little hard up on plot.  Much thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns  for the beta.  Written for [livejournal.com profile] summer_sam_love .
Prompt: Included at the end of the fic.
Summary: It’s the heat of the moment again. It’s going to happen again.  Dean’s going to die.  Sam’s going to do everything he can and it’s not going to be enough.  It’s going to be like this forever.

It's a dream he can't wake up from. )
faye_dartmouth: (never desert you)
Title:  The One Who's Leaving

Disclaimer:  Not mine.

A/N:  This is maybe my oldest unposted fic.  I wrote it as a missing scene/introspection to "Scarecrow" and just never did anything with it.  geminigrl11 beta'ed it years ago and yet here it is.  It's not my favorite but in the pursuit of cleaning up all the fic on my computer, it's going up :)  Title borrowed from Matchbox20's "Leave."

Summary:  Dean understands that no matter who left who, he’s alone again, and he’s not sure what to do.

"I'm taking off," Dean says. )
faye_dartmouth: (find me)
Title:  The Last Laugh

Disclaimer:  Not mine

A/N:  Again, written a long while ago and is being posted thanks to the mad beta’ing skills of [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns .  Also just want to take a second to pimp the latest edition of [livejournal.com profile] summer_sam_love .  Check it out and spread the word for this summer's celebration.

Summary:  Sam looks at his hands, and shifts in his seat.  They don’t celebrate their hunts anymore.  They don’t even stop to crack open a beer and kick back for the night.  They just load their gear, adjust the mirrors and get the hell out of dodge. (Tag to Ghostfacers)

Driving away, Sam almost feels guilty. )
faye_dartmouth: (brothers herding)
Title:  Crazy

Disclaimer:  Not mine

A/N:  I wrote this a long time ago and didn’t know much what to do with it.  So it sat on my computer until [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns  beta’ed it for me :)

Warnings:  Takes place during MATEOTB. 

Summary:   Chuck can’t decide how this story ends.  Dean may be the hero.  Sam may end up the villain.  But this is more than a story.  This is life, and these are people, and no matter how it turns out, Chuck knows that Dean may be the guy Chuck wants to be, but Sam’s the one who needs a friend, now more than ever.

It's been a crazy sort of week. )
faye_dartmouth: (never alone)
Title:  Sprawling on a Pin

A/N:   I don't normally do resolutions, but after talking to [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns , I decided that 2011 is probably a good year to get all the fic on my computer posted.  Which is kind of a lot of fic.  My unposted pieces reflect a wide variety of fandoms.  Some are old, some are recent; some are long, some are short.  So my goal is to post something new every Thursday until I'm done.  We'll see how it goes :)

A/N 2: I wrote this a long time ago, but figured it still seemed okay to post.  It's set preseries, probably not long before Sam decides to go to college.  Title borrowed from Eliot's "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock."  Beta'ed by [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11 .

Disclaimer:  Not mine.

Summary:  It wasn't fair that the definition of family was so limited, so confined to one thing and one thing only.  That Sam had to choose between himself and his family.  That anything Sam wanted, that he needed, would never fit in the context of who they were.

The bar was smoky and rowdy, filled with people too drunk to realize they were unhappy. )
faye_dartmouth: (broken together)

A/N: And the conclusion. Thanks against to [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11  (on her birthday!), [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns , and a very awesome lurker. And to all who have read and reviewed, I hope this conclusion is worthwhile. I'm glad that after five years of fandom, there are still people who like this kind of fic :)

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three


Sam hadn't had a good night's sleep since he was eight yaers old. )


faye_dartmouth: (geekboy)
Title:  Flights of Grace and Future Falls

Rating:  PG-13

A/N:  This is a woefully meager offering for [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11  on her birthday.  She deserves more, no doubt, but I hope this does something to commemorate the awesomeness of all she is to all who know her.  It’s hard to believe that it’s been over five years since I first met her--especially when it seems like I’ve known her all my life. 

A/N 2:  Quick beta provided by [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns .  Any mistakes are my own sloppiness.  The total lack of original plot is my own fault as well.  Accompanying artwork carries lyrics from “Oh My God” by Jars of Clay, which has been an inspirational backdrop for a lot of my post S5 stuff so far.

Summary:  This story doesn’t have a happy ending.

It has a good ending, though. )
faye_dartmouth: (killer)

The Pain is Worth the Thunder

A/N: It took some time, but I finally got myself to sit down and really try to get into Sam's head regarding the finale. It's interesting to me that while I never totally bought into how the show presented Sam's anger issues, the more I explored them, the more telling they seemed to be in the evolution of how Sam came to where he was in the finale. He is a character who has endured much, failed and lost, and only in submission did he really overcome.

A/N: This one is for [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns , who took the time to beta this fic for me and continues to be a friend I can always count on :) Title borrowed from the song "Oh My God" by Jars of Clay. Posting motivation thanks to the ever lovely [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11 .

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Sam spends two years being scared. Then one day, Sam gets angry.


Sam learns the truth when he is eight. )


faye_dartmouth: (brothers herding)

Title: The Other Side of the Story 1/4

Summary: Dean realized that maybe every story had two sides. That maybe for everything he loved about the hunt, there was something to hate about it. For every time he relished offing a werewolf, there was risk of something worse-something like this. And just because he wanted to focus on the positive didn't mean that Sam was wrong for focusing on the negative. Set during S1.

A/N: I wrote this as thanks to a certain special lurker who was kind enough to listen to me rant. She's read this, which is good, since I wrote it last year! Thanks go [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11  for the beta, [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns  for the hand holding, and my lurker for the inspiration. It takes place in S1 by request.

Disclaimer: Not mine.



When Dean was sixteen, he held a gun in his hands and fired. )


faye_dartmouth: (the things I'd do)

Title: These Days Mercy Cuts So Deep

A/N: I gave up hope on this show awhile ago, especially in terms of its finales. I am so happy to say that Kripke and company (finally) proved me wrong. This ep wasn't totally perfect in every regard, but I thought it was a beautiful ep that brought the show back to what I've always loved most about it: family. The epic love story of Sam and Dean that really does overcome all odds and wins the day. And it's strange to me that though Sam's hero moment was the thing I've been desperate to see for five years now, it was actually Dean who I fell in love with all over again in this ep. His decision to go to Stull, to be there for Sam even when it looked hopeless--that's Dean. And my heart so breaks for him now. (And my heart also breaks for Sam, but on a whole different level. And in a whole different fic, if I ever manage to gather my emotions enough for that.)

A/N 2: Title taken from the song "Oh My God" by Jars of Clay. Betas by [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11 , [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns , and then [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11  again.

Rating:  PG-13

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Dean still keeps his promise. Post 5.22.


Sometimes I cannot forgive )


faye_dartmouth: (never desert you)

Title: One Man's Burden, Another Man's Blessing

Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: This is a tag to 5.16. I will just preface this by saying that Dean kind of annoyed me. A lot. So if you're of the woe is Dean mentality, you may not want to read this. Just saying.  I simply think Dean has a lot to learn.

A/N 2: Beta'ed by [livejournal.com profile] mikiya2200  and [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns . Prompt was given by sunkisstd on the limp!Sam board. Any remaining mistakes are mine.

ETA Warning:  I suppose I should warn of character death.

Summary: Dean was right. About so much. About saying no, about holding out. About Team Free Will. But he's also been wrong.


In the end, Dean doesn't say yes. )


faye_dartmouth: (brothers herding)

Title: Once There was a Thing Called Spring

Author: [livejournal.com profile] faye_dartmouth 

Rating: PG-13

Warnings: spoilers up through MBV

Disclaimer: Not mine

Word Count: 2000-ish

A/N: I wrote this little ditty for the Sam, Monthly contests over at the [livejournal.com profile] summer_sam_love  community on LJ. The prompt was anything related to Sam and spring, so why this came out, I'm not entirely sure, but I still think (hope!) it qualifies :) Much thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sendintheklowns  for the beta and [livejournal.com profile] dontknowmyname  for organizing the event.  The contest ends soon and voting is soon to follow, so be sure to check it out!

Summary: Dean curses again. At the weather, at the flowers, at the baby bunnies. At Sam and spring and Dean's horrible bad luck.


Spring. Time of renewal, rebirth. When the world breaks out of its long winter thaw and slowly but surely bursts forth into life once again. )


faye_dartmouth: (brothers malleus)

Title: Stuck in a Moment

A/N: This is for the lovely and awesome [livejournal.com profile] annj_g80 ! She’s had a rough week, and so I thought some limp!Sam might be just a little pick-me-up to help her forget :) Very fast beta done by [livejournal.com profile] geminigrl11 . This is set roughly before Asylum in S1. Forgive any lingering mistakes--this was written very quickly, so I can't promise perfection, even though [livejournal.com profile] annj_g80 deserves it!

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: Hunters died on the hunt, from ghosts or monsters or demons. They drank themselves to death in backwater bars or lonely hotel rooms. But they really didn’t stand stupidly in front of cars and let themselves get run over. Set S1

Sam froze. )


faye_dartmouth: (Default)

Title: Choices Remain

A/N: I’m sort of amused that an episode finally moved me to write. I don’t expect it to be a common occurrence, but I’ll follow it when it hits. This short little piece is a tag to TSRTS. Thanks to Deej for a super speedy beta. Title taken from the Switchfoot song "Living is Simple," for those who may be curious.

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: One split second decision, giving himself up--he can save them this way, and it’s a redemption so powerful that he wants to cry and laugh as he bleeds out on the floor.


It's an easy decision to make. )


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